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Thursday, September 30, 2004

His mum's dish

Nasi pilau sama some kebab, lamb and chicken, bakal mak mertua yg bikin....i must say that was really delicious plus siap ade bekal teh lagi...kelessss....1st time gitu coz i said i wudnt mind tasting his mum's cooking, home made la ala2....and why not? i'm sure if he loves his mum's dishes, so will i....so there u go....

And hehe, dpt ice cream sama wafer skali....harosss laa bikin my own dessert by heating the belgian wafers in the microwave oven, take it out nice and hot, top it with the cote d'or choc ice cream and whipcream...isnt that heaven or what? actually it cud be better if i have some hot choc fudge and use the haagen dazs mix of belgian choc and pralines and cream ice cream.....damn....pure temptation...and oh yes, fattening as well....no doubt at all. Terliur beb!

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

brick lane

Hmmm.....we went to brick lane and whitechapel area on saturday 25/09/04....well, basically just wanna see that area through his eyes....coz it's his area...so obviously he knew more about it....we didnt manage to go to his living area though...so much for a 1st adventure towards his area i wud say....biaq pi laa...at least i got to see where his cafe is....

Earlier that day we had had our 1st "emotional moment", and i was like ternangis for the 1st time la konon2nya....ishh....it's just a little misunderstanding about us, he thought that i never really take his words seriously, especially the compliments and why things has to be what it seemed to be for a while for some reasons. I told him i've always understood, it's just that sometimes mcm sajer jer nak sakitkan hati dia in a harmless way.....biasa laa, sensitip ala2....so now that we knew which from which....kitorg bukan jenis sensitip sgt2, but there are things that we need to know more about each other....and he said, dia terasa pasai he really loves me laaa hehe.....

whitechapel vs north pole road southern fried chicken

Weekend baru2 nih dpt 2 types of fried chicken...satu pedassss nak mamposs from whitechapel, another one from north pole road near wood lane off wormwood scrub supposed to be the nearest walking distance halal fried chicken shop, which is far less spicy....nak kata yg sedap, whitechapel laa tapi level of kepedasan agak laa overwhelming i tell ya...man....melantak tu jer la besides woteva leftovers of peshwari naan and paneer kulcha (ade cheese lagik, best!) yg lazat....

Time pedas tu mmg la kena togok fresh milk nak kasi reda sket on my tongue and had some yoghurt as well so as not to get some unwanted stomach upset....sabar jer laa....

Basically i am being introduced to more and more of bengali-indian type of food which sone of it i never really dared to buy, afraid it might not taste that good and ended up spending me money for nothing....Most of the time I only buy those that i am more familiar with or at least did experience the taste when me and my frens were out on a dinner at the indian restaurant.


Thursday, September 23, 2004

commitment 03

Again.....commitment issue....PhD and one steady relationship...when i say , i mean seriously steady relationship...ok sounds cheesy and biasa jer tapi thats the thing.....i was a no-string-attached person from 2000-2001 and then beginning 2002 was trial commitment but still aint nothing that serious....summer 2002 till end of that year, nothing that i shud consider as interesting, although during my bday party, 2 guys were dancing with me from front and behind me and both tried to lure me to them...busannnn.....none yg i like pon....whadahell....winter kat msia...early 2003 till april was on another semi-commitment kinda relationship...well at least i was trying....then come summer 2003, had a silly crush to a guy yg dok blakang my umah kat clayponds....sah la jugak tah hapa2....mmg la tak harosssss...guy tu cute tapi hampeh laa , serious nyer hampeh....pastu balik to square 1 till april 2004....hmmm.....this one bengali fella...met in yahoo msger....chat2 laa tapi takde la take him seriously pon, more of dismissing him and stuff like that...pastu kitorg jumpak la kat my college, at the scr....pon just trying to be nice though i think my face mmg nampak la mcm woteva...one time tu we supposed to watch kill bill 2 together at the cinema but i got stood up mcm babisiallll jer time...fucking out...never was i stood up before....tapi sbb niat kawan2 and sangka baik, lantak pi la kan....rupak2 nya few weeks after that dia call la, bapak dia meninggal arituh.....ok la dimaafkan...still, from telecommunication point of view, an SMS wud be suffice to convey such msg. Sabar jer laa aku....

May lak si arab libya, a doctor doing research specialising on liver started an affair with me sorta...well nothing i wud say srious pon....skali tu after 3 weeks, si mangkok ayon nih pi confess that he actually got engaged with his fellow lady kat libya...mmg celaka la kan.....and the next day plak, si bengali nih pi confessed his feelings lak to me....apekejadah sumer jantan2 ni....sah gila! tapi i still kept that bengali email pasai what he wrote tu kinda sweet sebenarnya....

Sib baik aku tak delete email bengali tu, coz 3 months later we hit it off this time as boyfriend-girlfriend.....he's seemed persistent, gentleman and most of all, he never took advantage of me....he got me a DVD too, title Hum tum....sweet of him to do so....3 weeks after that, i plak la reply that May email, kalau dia kata he wanted to understand that four letter word (love) with me, i told him i'd like to learn to understand the 3 words (i love u) with him plak....so there u go...little bit of my relationship story, of how it began and all.

Alhamdulillah we r still together and going strong....jumpa pon jarang on average once per week, talk on the fon pon jarang, kalau ade pon kejap2 jer...he's busy and so do i....I hope and pray that this relationship will embark into another level and that one day we will get married and settle down and so on...and begin our marriage story pulak, me and him....I dunno why i tak plak freaked out or getting all sort of anxiety when it comes to marriage thingy.....if kitorg mmg ade jodoh, insha allah we'll end up together.....

Friday, September 17, 2004

commitment 02

We have been a serious couple since 18/08/04 and i hope and pray that this commitment is an everlasting one.....gotta finish my PhD 1st before we embark into another more serious level of commitment: marriage.


Wednesday, September 15, 2004

commitment

That word can either cause fear or excitement in me....